Ok Dad, I have a beautiful question, how can I be sure that this conversation is real and not a figment of my imagination.
“Ha Bon, I was wondering when this one would come up. As I said: doubt is good, it keeps you sharp and spurs you on to investigate.
One person asks another person: You see that forest there? "No" says the other: "the trees are in front of it". A joke we used to share, do you remember? But so apt.
The forest is the gate to the imagination that is given to you when you come to earth. As a child you see the forest, the magic, the unseen world.
And then comes the moment when you say, I cannot see it anymore, my fantasy interferes.”
Yes Dad I understand this but there are really things that I do make up.
“Yes Bon, but this is about the Forest. You can put an extra bush in it, but it’s about the bigger picture. Now comes the question if the bush that you have put into it, is not immediately manifested in the unseen world. All is inseparably connected with everything.
This I have seen happening many times. Like I could see all of your flower arrangements, because they manifested here with me and with them the thoughts and wishes of the persons from whom they came. It is extraordinary what people can think of or about you and how low your self-image can be, because of judgement.
So considering the trees and the forest. It is there, in front of your nose, but you don’t see it because you think it is fantasy. Meanwhile you know this, Bon, and that makes it so wonderful talking with you. But doubt is very good.”
Ok Dad, I also hear from people that they really cannot do this themselves. That this is a gift of mine, but they are not able to hear and see this.
"Bon, one of the reasons for that, I just explained above. Another reason is the veils we put there ourselves. Fear, not knowing how to do this, preconceived ideas, waiting till the bomb drops before you can believe. Really, everybody comes from here. We are all souls and able to communicate with other souls and the source of light and life.
Ok, good, you start to see the forest. You are able to feel the difference between the forest and the made up bush. The bush is flat, like a picture. The forest lives, it is alive and gives your heart an instant feeling of excitement, of life. It is alive! So give yourself permission to dream, to design the forest and to see who appears in it and how alive this feels. In doing so for us it is easier to come closer and connect with you. Like you can see me in your memory, but that is very different from how you see me as I am now. Your mother would fall in love with me again as I am now. ;)
You know Bon, we have been practicing this for over 20 years and do you remember our undisciplined brain. It went all over the place and you fell constantly asleep."
Ha-ha yes Dad, that was you in your last year. Suddenly we heard snoring coming from your chair.
"You do need training to see the whole forest, not to let the trees in front of it to distract you......."
Funny Dad. Are you developing a sense humour now?
"Nice Bon, yes, you already got that. I indeed discovered the huge power of humour here and especially laughing about yourself. It is liberating. The vibrations of laughter cleans your whole energy field. It makes you healthy and alive. Know that everything that makes you feel really alive, that is what you have to take notice of. That is the gate, that is the soul, that is life".
Good, the last serious question, have to go to sleep soon.
Dad, the question is why? Why do we live if we are in essence already perfect?
"We live Bon. And in this life, in eternal life all that is thinkable, is possible. Life is growth and destruction, birth and death. Life is experience in all its facets. Life is the experience of being you. And that too in all her facets. Life never asks why. It Is! And through all those experiences we become wise and we discover infinity. You get to know this by learning about the apparent finality. You learn to know your choices, your creations and your possibilities for existence.
It is again earthly thinking that makes a judgement about how perfection should be. How a perfect life should be. How you should be if you were perfect. The beauty of love is that everything can be present therein. It is life that moves, expands and shrinks.
Bon, are you aware of much you are stuck to the value system of earth?”
Mmmmmm, I am going to think and feel about this.
Thank you Dad.
How are you? And can you say anything about this time here on earth? I feel the abruptness. So many go over to the unseen world. Like Wayne Dyer, but also your inspiring good friend and others. And then there are the refugees, and the dramatic scenes that are happening there. What is happening? So much movement. I feel the emotions, hear the twitter in my head. The deepness of these feelings..... , of the loving connection with the people around me, with you, with my guides and the great Source. I feel what is going on here, and what is being given from the unseen world.
“Ok Bon, so many questions. At the same time, before I go on, it is important for the people who read this, to understand that I see more then you but that I am also on my own path. So in other words, always feel if that what I channel also resonates with you. The beauty of this is, that your truth expands, as if you can see a bit more of the puzzle. And you are looking, and I looked, not at the picture on the top of the puzzle but underneath it. On that side there is no picture, only the outline. Here we look down at the puzzle.....and then the puzzle is not flat but multidimensional ;)
Ok Bon, here we go.
Yes, the times on earth are fierce and violent, as waves can be. There always were and will be turbulent times and then again quiet times. Times when ignorance gets the upper hand, in which case we make choices from instincts that always come from power and fear. And there are times when it is more quiet, when we can feel the love in ourselves and in the air much more, and because of that we can make more choices coming from love and togetherness.
I have met your great example Gandhi. His light reaches far, very far, and many on earth will be able to receive his energy, kindness and nonviolence. I have not met Wayne Dyer, but I am also conscious of his influence and of the work that he can establish again from here. In his last years, he was very busy with mediums and mediumship.
I can tell you that everyone that comes here, is being welcomed with open arms and immense love.
Your hearts are deeply moved by the terrible images involving the actions and also the passiveness of the authorities. We all have given so much out of our hands here on earth, have created such a distinct worth system and created so many frontiers.
Because of the amount of light that is being sent to earth, the darker places also become visible. The darker areas in our minds, in our hearts. You all are pushing people away because of fear of being close to people, nations and countries. All because of fear, that there is not enough.The lack of love only creates fear and selfishness.
That is what life on earth is and was. Fortunately the suffering of everyone here will disappear again, and it will disappear from earth when the light of truth and love touches you and you will allow it to touch you. Again, it is a choice. And hopefully the suffering on earth makes people conscious of what is essential and what it is really important.
Ah yes Bon, you can go with the fear, the outrage, but keep your heart pure. Before you know it, you fire dark clouds into thoughts and in your heart and that will again feed the darkness around you and ín yourself. And inside yourself is where everything happens! How can you embrace everything and every situation. Start with embracing everything in you. That is where we as people may begin.
Yes I can hear you think....., this one I got from Gandhi ha-ha. What a special light, a clear spirit, a messenger of truth for anyone who wants to hear. His message still echoes through the air like all messages from the teachers of light. Also other messages echo. Be wise which one you wish to hear."
Dad, here is a question from someone, how can she minimise the constantly twittering monkey in her head, especially when she is practising mediumship.
"Yes Bon, discipline.... again and again.
When you wish to receive the messages from the unseen world, then you must become still. The moment that you become still you hear your own thoughts going on and on. The light and dark thoughts inside you that are uplifting or destructive. Discipline yourself in not listening to those thoughts that are destructive. Each and every time, year in year out. For me, as it was, I just stopped thinking when I did not like it anymore. Then you will notice that suddenly there appears so much clearness in your thinking and perception, that it begins to flow.
So you do something about it or you wait till you make the switch ;)
Besides, it is of importance to investigate what makes your thinking go faster or starts worrying. The nervous system of the human being has a lot to cope with these times. Go into nature.....go into nature. ....be at peace. .....
Yes and then again the same question, why, what is the purpose, but you have explained this before. Live is not asking why, and has no judgement about dark or light. And I do understand now, that I cannot judge very well how everything falls into place. Only the need to understand the suffering that people have to go through, is already so huge.
Beautiful Bon how your heart overflows with love. Waves of light are you spreading this way. Waves of light that bring clarity in the consciousness of man, that awakens the memory of essence...I cannot explain everything Bon. Feel for a moment, be still....."
(A wave of love and emotion flows through me.
Tears flow down my cheeks. An embrace, a peace. All is togetherness, One. From separation to becoming one........my brain stops. My heart experiences.....space.....infinity.......)
Thank you Dad,
Where are you now?
“With you and at the same time here. In a beautiful place in nature, I am learning here and also communicating with you all. I travel to different areas and it is as if another veil is lifted from you. Here there are also veils. They exist in thoughts and expectations.
It is so very special when your consciousness expands and dissolves in love. Thousands of crystals, magical colours, smells and sound.
Sounds Bonnie, zo beautiful. Music that flows through you and refreshes, that lets you float ha-ha....and you may let it carry you....
Yes Bon, nice, your text, return ticket to the afterlife. Yes that's a sort of what we are doing. Making it more normal, letting people feel this, and yes, everything, everything rotates around love. For love is the only thing that enables you to awaken to the essence that you are.
It's also nice Bon, to follow you around now and then, like yesterday in your training. It is good to see how often you are still, and listen to the reason. And yes, the right music helps".
Then my father gives a personal message for a friend of mine: He tells that God really exist but different from what we all think. You can only feel it. Tip: it looks like love....and how love all at once can materialise in a person.
Thank you Dad this was great again.
“Well done Bon”
Hi dearest Dad,
Yesterday I was looking at all the pictures of the funeral. It was so beautiful and light. Did you enjoy it?
“Yes Bon, all of you being together, the energy, the words and everyone’s light was heart-warming. This all helps to warm your own heart again too. It’s so strange Bon, that we let ourselves be distracted by all those unnecessary and worrying thoughts, which make your heart colder and colder. As if you crawl inside yourself and you cannot feed off warmth and affection anymore.
Oh, and don’t worry about your children. Worry results in tension and is restrictive. By trusting and loving them they will begin to grow and flourish and their soul voice will become clearer inside of them. Feel for yourself what worrying does to you. Nothing good, that much I can tell you. So stop it. But it is up to you to decide”.
Dad, many people are so happy with you messages. Their own loved ones also become more perceptible to them. How come. What is the plan…?
Ha-ha Bon, wants to know everything……but I am not going to tell you everything and certainly not the plan. You want to know why? Because then you will make a picture in your mind, which will only restrict yourself and us. The reason that people now feel their loved ones stronger, is because they bring their attention to them. I have explained before about the forest and the trees. Through our conversations we are able to send a frequency via the words, which gives a reaction in the body and soul of those who read this. With this we open the gates”.
Ah! That is what you meant by opening the gates. Beautiful Dad. Do you sometimes rest or is that not necessary at all?
"Bon, just feel what it is that makes you feel not only rested, but also charged …….It is not so much sleep, because that is what your body needs, not you. What makes you feel charged. That is exactly what I do here. I still do love nature very much, the birds, the water and beautiful areas. Yes I also still have Meyendaal here, but then so much more beautiful. Tell this to Kees Jan. And now and then I sit at the table with my friends, but they are unaware of my presence. I hear them also talk about the articles that we write and then have a hearty laugh about it. They find this very funny and do not know if you are becoming a bit strange now. But you always were like that, different from others. So I get my rest from all what is charging me”.
Dad, someone came with this beautiful question, how many of you are there. She is very sensitive to big groups of people here, so how about so many of you being together there. (During our Sunday meeting they showed us how many souls sometimes gather. At the same time he showed me that, as I can see him and others coming into our circle, he can also see us there in the temples of healing and at the gatherings of light. Like kind of a hologram)
“Yes Bon, I have heard the question and you know, when there is not so much noise around, you do not get tired. How can you get tired or bored with so much love around you? Can you imagine that there are people around you who are feeling complete, happy and well. Then everything bubbles and sings. That does not mean that all places here are like this. Like there are many differences on earth, you have that here also, but I have noticed that there are limits to the amount of light that you can cope with. It means allowing more knowledge, understanding and love to grow inside you, by which the light also grows. Then you can go to areas, spaces with even more light. Too much light, when you are not up to that, will blind you. You cannot see anything then.
Yes Bon, the earth is only a small part of the bigger picture. A small part where we as people can lose track of our essence. To learn about variety”.
I still find this a vague answer Dad. It is necessary, to learn the meaning about being human.
“Yes Bon, there it is again, your judgement by which you cannot hear, see and feel well. Really, as soon as you form an opinion or make judgement you close the door. You cannot understand with your thinking. You can only with your heart. And your heart has no judgement, has no opinion, it just understands…..”
Yes Dad, this I understand. It is this irritating mechanism in my thinking. I always have an opinion about everything……
“The beauty of this is, that when you have an opinion, you make a picture of it and you cannot really see what the truth is. Yes the world with all her possibilities in life is so wonderful, so magical and so beautiful. It is life, life and alive. It is love. It is being. It is experiencing. Doors open when you only experience. Everything is beautiful, but there are areas that arise by thinking, that are not beautiful but ugly. Because we put that judgement on it”.
Oh Dad, when does this judgement stop? Are there places there also that you would rather not be?
“True, that will always be so, as long as we have an opinion instead of just being. I told you before that at a certain moment you can almost dissolve here. You then dissolve in love. When you dissolve in love then you have no opinions anymore. Everything just is.”
An Irish blessing (from “Spiritual wisdom from the Celtic World):
I pray that you may receive the blessing and be comforted and be certain about your own death
That may you feel deep in your soul that there is no reason to have fear
When the time comes, you will receive every blessing and nurturance that you need
That there will be a beautiful welcome for you in the home where you are going to
You are not going to a strange place. You are going back to the home you never left
May you feel the excitement to live your life in all her greatness
May you live with compassion and creativity and may you transform all your negativity
May you die after a long life
May you are peaceful and happy in the company of those who care so much about you
May your transfer shall be soft and protected, and that you know that you are welcome
May the smile of your soul is being embraced by your Godliness
Hi Dad, tell me, how are you?
“Very well, dear Bon, the love is expanding inside me and around me in all times. Life really is extra ordinary. So strange how once you get here all your memories come back. And strange how all of that is forgotten on earth. Really forgotten; not knowing anymore who you were, were you came from and where you are going to. There are areas here that are truly incredible. Like flows of energy take you with them, go through you, and completely fulfil you.
That is what we search for on earth, what we somewhere hidden deep within, still remember. That deep connection, that wonder. The playfulness, the fulfilment. Actually, you only lost that because you have forgotten who you are. There are enough people on earth that can still feel and experience it, because the take the time to go inside. Yes, I heard you talk about jumping into the source and that is exactly what it is.
The wonder of the areas, the planets, and the lifeforms I discover here. It’s magical. You just couldn’t make them up, not even if you wanted to. And still, somewhere inside you it is all there.
At the same time, I am with you, like I am at many places at once."
What an extraordinary story from that man, Edwin, who dreamt about you. This is his story:
Dear Bonnie, I would like to share with you what happened to me after reading your beautiful messages. Maybe others share the experience. And probably good to know for you, for most people only respond with a ‘like’ of a ‘great’. For me, I would like to know what is was that touched somebody and if it has changed that person…
After (re)reading your father’s messages I fell asleep. Since I rarely dream, or at least never remember a dream, I knew I was going to ‘dreamland’, to the unseen world. I heard voices, I heard footsteps. The funny thing was, I saw nobody. Just light around me. I felt myself going in and out of rooms, exams were taken on me. Also, I saw just the light, and I felt my aura/energy field being touched. At a certain moment I was waiting for my next test, it sort of felt like a job interview. I came in a room and sat down. All was still light, or white. A man took a seat opposite of me and he had a file of me under his arm. I just knew this was your father. He had this serious look on his face, but I also felt his joy, his loving energy. He opened the file and some nude photos fell out. I was like “what? Why?” He reacted saying: “oh, don’t bother. I am a doctor, I have seen so much nudity, I just look at your energy and if you are suitable. I blushed and thought: “suitable for what?”
Anyway, despite nothing being said further I could hear him clearly and it all felt confident. He knew everything about me, he had really read the file. He was satisfied, blinked at me and said: “all will be ok. You are ready for new plans, new development. You have passed the test.” I was impressed, but I thought ‘well ok’ and felt light and happy. Then I woke up, my heart pounding. I was still impressed and felt acknowledged.
Later that day I made a painting. “If you let go of fear love and light will take its place”
By reading your messages I felt being freed of the fears in me.
Special Dad, because he did not know you were a doctor on earth. And ‘passed the test’ are exactly your words. I would like to know who else you inspire. Would love to hear that.
“Yes Bon, I told you I would inspire people in a way you would recognize it. Because I know how much you appreciate proof.
I can hear your thoughts Bon, you are chewing on another email you received. Someone who gets cynical and sceptical by your messages. That may, that is no problem. It shows how humanity is used to distrust the positive and to embrace the negative and to even regard that as reality. There is little to be done about that, but we hope seeds are planted also. Somehow people will remember these texts and that will help them later.
To answer your next question; are people being punished here. No. I can be absolutely clear about that. From everything I have seen here so far, the answer simply is No.”
Not even the ones that did really bad things Dad?
“Nice thing isn’t it Bon, guilt? First you paralyze people with it, than people will despise themselves and do horrible things to hurt others also. Guilt is an earthly system, believe me. And yes Bon, that will lead to discussion. But it is the truth.”
Dad, you are saying it like it is something that leads to abuse.
“Of course it is Bon, it gives power. But the whole concept of power simply is based on shortcoming. Imagine a world where there is no shortcoming, not whatsoever. All you need is available…. What would you need to control, to have power over? The strange thing on earth is that there is abundance, absolutely. But through ignorance people started to believe in shortage and power. It gives the idea that at least you will survive…. And from what? You’ll die anyway ;)”
Great Dad, sounds like you are really enjoying this. I can see you laugh, it is almost annoying.
“Yes, isn’t is a miraculous thing, life? And especially life on Earth. I am not saying bad things haven’t happened, things that caused a lot of pain. But here simply is no guilt here. The mind cannot accept or understand that and you know why? Because by definition, the mind judges. What you could do however, is accepting it in your heart and start feeling what it would mean if it were true. “
Yeah I can feel that. Though my mind says differently…. Thank you Dad. Sometimes I say you are much more fun now.
“Yes Bon, I am. Everyone is much more fun once they accept the love inside of themselves.”
From Diana who has her own meditation classes with Laura.
Every Wednesday night 8 pm we have meditation class in the village of Oud Beyerland. Tonight we will do a trance with a group that have gathered for some time. There is always a nice energy in this group, and so it is tonight. I go in the trance and feel my Uncle Dick (this is a common name in Dutch….), or so it feels to me. Immediately I start thinking ‘do I believe this, why should he come to me?’ I can hardly describe what happened next. I feel a huge emotion rising, which I, as a very down to earth person, of course try to suppress, which makes me come out of the trance. The emotion stays however….
Everyone in the group had a beautiful meeting, felt all kinds of things. At the end of the lesson we close with a song, as usual. This time I felt like playing ‘Love oh Love’ by Lionel Richie. Uncle Dick’s song… What happened then was magical. Everybody took each others hand and felt the love and the connection. My tears came back, the emotion, the love and the connection were so strong. This was exactly what Uncle Dick meant! I wasn’t the only one in tears, everybody in the group could feel it. Love yourself and love another and you will be connected.
Back at home I check my Facebook. Post from Bonnie who has another message from her father. ‘To love yourself makes you into a better person’ He passed that message while we were in trance. How special that is… Thank you Uncle Dick X
Ok Dad, next question, about sexuality. Nice controversial subject! In Edwin’s dream you showed hum nude photos. Funny…
"Little did I know. I knew of bacteria, I knew the writing by Masters and Johnson and I had a vague idea of how it was supposed to go. Fortunately, nowadays there is more feeling to it all. More love, less sex so to say. There is no sex here, but a fulfilment of love. What the body can feel is just a poor substitute of what the heart in you can feel. Actually, the heart of the soul.
The extreme search for fulfilment through sex actually is a deeper longing for the fulfilment through love. But if you don’t know where to look for that, sex feels close to it. Sex is a deformed concept when not combined with love. First love, then make love, instead of what so many people think.
When 2 souls or 2 hearts come together, a flower blooms, giving free the nectar of life. That is something completely different than what we are thought. Seeking to converge with another person to block your own loneliness is like eating chocolate in a dark cave. I seems good, but where am I. It is still dark and lonely. Complete convergence only takes place when you are connected to your own heart and soul. Only then you can converge your love with that of another person.
Hi dad, I would like to share something with you. I feel the frustration of the readers and also mine and the additional questions that arise from these conversations. The whole idea that life is a learning process and that you choose your life (some lives you really don’t wish to choose). That everything has a higher purpose and why then do we have to learn from so much rubbish and why did we forget everything and why don’t we learn from our mistakes?
It would have been so much easier if we remember everything. And it would be very nice if we could learn from our mistakes.
“That is right Bon, keep asking questions. I know that you will ask these questions again and again because it is hardly possible to expand your consciousness in order to see the bigger picture. If you are at the foot of a mountain in a forest and I tell you that there is an amazing view then you will tell me: I can only see trees and what happens here in the dark forest. At a certain moment you will be able to go halfway on the mountain and you can oversee a little bit more. Ah, you will say, I can see what you mean. No, I say, you will have to climb much higher and only then you can understand. And again you say, why I can see it now but I still don’t understand. That is because you still don’t see the bigger picture.
As I said it takes huge love to let the other discover and make their choices without intervening. The principle is free will and is based on Love. You make the choices to walk in the forest and to have a look around there. You don’t like it much and you say: why, why? Love is so big that you can even astray from the path of love completely. So big that your pain is carried, that many creatures try to awaken you from the horrible nightmare that you find yourself in. To tell you that you also have the free choice to choose Love. Really choose love, Bon. And yes, as humans we are so stubborn. Why?
Because everyday we still create so much fear in our daily lives and the odd thing is that especially the regions in the world where death is not near is where the most fear is created.
Because we somehow still don’t realise that we have created life on Earth together and that therefore we are capable of changing it. And because there are still so many people living the nightmare in the forest and don’t see that you can climb up.
How hard is it to see that your son or daughter goes astray and believes his or her self-created ideas. You cry out: “come back, look at the good, don’t slide”. And you notice that you cannot do anything except hoping that your advice is heard and pray your son/ daughter wakes up and sees the light again. “
Yes dad, but why do we do this?
“Because the big Love is formed so that you can create and possess a free will, unfortunately at this moment also with all the negative consequences. I can only really instil that all the pain will disappear the moment you climb the mountain and get an overview. Don’t force yourself to fight anymore, surrender, walk up and find the deeper love in life and yourself. That is the only way out, out of that which we have created collectively.
So do I understand correctly (to the best of my abilities) that maybe there is no learning process in any of it but that through the big source of love, God has given us the gift of free will? I suddenly recall Tinto’s words. He has spoken about this often during the Sunday gatherings.
“Yes, so you see Bon how stuck we are in the Earthly convictions and value system that sometimes you don’t even hear what is being said. There is not even a gift. You are part of that big source, of Love so therefore part of the process of creation. It may be clear that many of us here and with you over there are working on revealing consciousness, so you can walk up the mountain. Helping to awaken everyone and to make you realise how we can be in Love.
Then why when I choose to go to Earth, probably with the intention to create something beautiful, do I forget?
“You have actually not forgotten anything Bon, you have always seen and heard. And all children are born with the capacity to see and know. See by means of imagination that we on Earth brush off as fantasy and knowing that your heart resonates with the truth, but we keep investing in the importance of our rational thinking.”
Somewhere deep inside I feel, dad, that I and others than want to judge or know who is responsible but that comes from the mind again and probably only causes more battle and thinking. Which reminds me of Ghandi: be the change you want to see in the world.
Start with ourselves.
Yes Bon, no judgement about yourself or others if you don’t get it yet but embrace and love. The fastest path to understanding and insight.“
Oh nice again dad, probably I will ask this again soon haha. “No problem Bon, I hope to describe it in different ways so you can see the whole mountain and its view and understand the miracle of it.
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